Applejellie
Posts : 78 Join date : 2007-09-26 Age : 34 Location : California
| Subject: I WANT EVERYONE TO READ THIS!!! Thu Oct 11, 2007 4:18 am | |
| well,lately....i have sat back and watched the world pass me by.i have sat there quite silently,and took a deep breath.i let it sink in,you could say.this summer was the best summer of my life,i fell in love and saw my best friend again after soo long of a separation.the guy i loved dumped me and i was completely devastated.you should notice that most of my stuff might and most likely will be about him.you see,i LOVED him.anyway,i'm recovering.so i have noticed alot of other poems by you guys that i can relate to,they compare to how i feel.not only that,but everywhere i look and turn my friends are ALL losing out on their relationships.i have loved,and lost,and so i feel what you guys feel when you get rejected,feel unwanted,and invisible.it's hard to feel so horrible when there ARE happy things in life.problem is,most of us don't know that or just don't care to look for it.i,for one,WANT it.i just wish i could see that i could have everyone around me feel happy too.my best friend is often sad,and i wish to comfort her but i have been away from her for so long we forgot what it was like to be around each other....i don't know anymore....it seems the whole world is completely filled with sadness,and i don't know if i can handle it anymore. but i know one thing.....PLEASE get happy,you guys... REALIZE the nature of living is to not be sad. when i think of a beach and a tree with the wind blowing through it,me being a little girl again running and collecting flowers,i feel happier. find what makes you think of happy things and SMILE!!!!!! much love. | |
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herdarkerside
Posts : 40 Join date : 2007-09-25
| Subject: Re: I WANT EVERYONE TO READ THIS!!! Thu Oct 11, 2007 10:26 am | |
| omg..your best friend needs help..seriously..trust me i kno.. she just needs to be loved... im in the process of obtaining happiness.. just cant hold on to it anymore.. this the longest process ever.. | |
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Applejellie
Posts : 78 Join date : 2007-09-26 Age : 34 Location : California
| Subject: Re: I WANT EVERYONE TO READ THIS!!! Thu Oct 11, 2007 7:51 pm | |
| i wish i could help you Jem, i really wish i could. if only you would just let me IN. tell me things..... maybe if you trusted me more i could trust myself better. i don't know. i'm trying to obtain happiness too, but YOU KNOW the only happiness i had has died.. you of all peeps know it. | |
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Gloomforever
Posts : 64 Join date : 2007-10-10 Age : 40 Location : somewhere in Poland :p
| Subject: Re: I WANT EVERYONE TO READ THIS!!! Wed Oct 24, 2007 12:40 pm | |
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Applejellie
Posts : 78 Join date : 2007-09-26 Age : 34 Location : California
| Subject: Re: I WANT EVERYONE TO READ THIS!!! Thu Oct 25, 2007 12:46 am | |
| what?!?! I make YOU happy from time to time??? that's nice! awww..... i feel happy too now!! yay! | |
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Gloomforever
Posts : 64 Join date : 2007-10-10 Age : 40 Location : somewhere in Poland :p
| Subject: Re: I WANT EVERYONE TO READ THIS!!! Sat Oct 27, 2007 4:25 am | |
| ... and we shall keep up with that girl ... as you want from us all... idk... some people are just mostly sad... but I guess when you make them happy... then they are more satisfied... like such gift from you is more appreciated by them | |
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Applejellie
Posts : 78 Join date : 2007-09-26 Age : 34 Location : California
| Subject: Re: I WANT EVERYONE TO READ THIS!!! Sun Oct 28, 2007 2:35 am | |
| hmm....so. you're saying people depend on me to make them happy when they feel sad. um. i hope i get this out there to all of them.. i am myself a VERY sad person as well. but! i make the most of it by comforting thoughts. i FIND things to make me happy. well. | |
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