this is hella boring but it was on my mind and so i wrote it

~~this is him*
the girl calls her bf....he answers at the third ring,as usual....
"HEY LOVE!what are you doing??are you busy?"
"uhhh......no.what's up?"
"just calling you to say hi and that i miss you alot"
"ohh....well i'm just chillen...."
"oh.okay.sounds good i guess."
"so.can i see you today?"
"i don't think so.maybe saturday would be better.i'm sorry."
"what???but i....i wanna see you right now.can you come over?"
"no.it's too late to go right now.and you know how long it takes me to get there every time....i have to leave earlier.and i don't wanna come in the day.i'm sorry.i love you."
"i love you too...........*SILENCE*noo....please???please come today...i really wanna see you.i've been thinking about you all day and i just wanna smell you and hold you and kiss you....please?"
"damnit,love,i said i can't.i'm sorry."
"why not?"
"because i have to ride the damned bus for two hours each time,then it takes me an hour to walk to your house from the mall.i can't.i'm sorry and now you made me feel bad."
"well fine.i'll see you saturday then??"
"yes.saturday.i love you and i miss you soo much.please don't feel like i don't wanna see you...."
"well.whatever.i love you too and miss you too."
*LONG SILENCE*
"love?"
"yeah?"
"what are you thinking about now?"
*LONNGGGG SILENCE*
"YOU.and about the dream i had about you last night.i wish i could have it again,right now.i wish i could hold you right now."
"SIGHS* i'm sooo sorry." *TEAR FALLS*
"soo.what are you doing?"
" WIPES TEAR AWAY* me?oh nothing.just laying down.and talking to you.and......thinking."
"oh.what are you thinking about?"
"you.of course.what else?and....how i wish i could see you right now too."
"well then come here!"
"i can't,love.i'm sorry."
LONG SILENCE.
"well.okay.see you saturday?"
"yeah....i'd better go now.i love you."
"i love you too,hun."


then they clicked off their phones and the girl lay there.
she started to cry because she felt doubts in her heart but she didn't know whether to trust them or not.
she felt as though she lost him.

that is sooo sadd..
expecially when u want to see that person
soo badd..but u kno u cant..n u never will..
love sucks sometimes...
distance makes it worser...
i love u chicK!

no....it doesn't suck.
it SUCKS when it gets betrayed,yes.
but it's the MOST BEAUTIFUL thing there is in this harsh world.
it SUCKS when the one you love doesn't love you back the same.
it SUCKS when all you do is think about that person you love and how much it SUCKS when you can't be near them,to hold them,to kiss them and hug them tightly....
it SUCKS when you KNOW you can't feel without it.

and YOU KNOW who i wrote this for.

gahh.....
i love you too,girly.very MUCH so.
i'm sorry.......

Im confused =[

it's just an ex. he's a loser anyway. LOL.....