Ohhhhhhhh... why every girl is so curious?
... hehe... Guys are not so easy to open up
... you know... and... ummm... I dont knwo you too well... yet
... even when you seem very trustworthed
.... but.... Cant you jsut be satisfied I feel better now
... I dont suffer so much.. like I used to
... Maybe its truth that complite truth would save me.. but... its not up to me
... I can send my questions into emptiness and silence cos that girl that hurt my feelings will not answer
... She got rid of me... closed all the doors... and even I got confusing warning to not to try to contact with her or any member of her familly... Its damm complicated... and its damm unable to be solved out... I just stuck... slowly trying to make me as much free as I can be... putting it into past and my memory...
... Its all I can tell you so far Desire